Saturday, October 29, 2005
Hello all readers of Glynis's blog.(:
Kristle here.
Glynis gave me her permission to blog for her.
Aren't you all just jealous?!
Hurry turn green with envy!
x]
She has ground-breakin' news to announce.
-Drum rolls.
SHE'S GOIN' TO KL UNTIL TUESDAY!
Like, =O !
And I'm already missin' her.
>=(
Alright,
That's all.
My job here is done.
Goodbye everyone,
And hurry come back Glynis!
I'm missin' you.
xoxo,
Kristle.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
MUMMY/ OHMYGODSXZ.2/ ONENIGHTSTAND/ QIAOSTICLES!
HAPPY finally 15 BIRTHDAY!
P.S: Be honoured leh. :)
(ay I'm fifteen two months ago xP)
HELLO WELLO SEC4N! HERE I COME! :D Yayie! Thank god. :) Two retained. Hilda & Mansurah. :\ & it's quite unfair actually. Ohwell.
School was fun today :D Had some games & shit in the morning. Bestaye came school to do CWO, angry die her. Mich skipped school again. Haiya whatever lah. Was with Xiuwen, Tricia, Sass, Shyan & Qiaos. :) Tons of fun. Teachers were dressed in some costumes, :D Miss Sek looked funny. Hee. Mrs Lim look so WHA. Heh. The ttiny 'concert' we had so fun. :) I WANT THE RAAD! MAGAZINE. I don't know why I want it for but I just want it. For fun. :D
Sass's current favourite phrase : SADNESS IN THE EYES.
& it got Qiaos & I kinda addicted to it. Thankyou Sass. :)
Maia's voice is nice! Her songs are a-okay. :) Kinda rock. I love that 'zhi guai wo'. :D Smoothing! Heh. Okay random!
After school went to Hougang Mall for lunch with Nette & Sass. :D I finally got my comb & pins x) Nette went back home, Sass & I went to walk around. Went to library, borrowed books! Got the NoApologises one. Sass borrowed some grief book. Quite nice. :D While we were walking around, saw Gwen with her friends. She was waving to me but I was thinking who she was. Hahah & I was thinking thinking then she give that sad look. Hahah I'm so slow leh. Kwai was there too. :)
& KNOW WHAT? I SAW EYECANDY!!! OH MAN. :D:D:D OMG! SCREAMS! Okay shut up now glynis.
Home after that, (: YAYIE! Dinner at Swensen's just now. Saw Peggy. She's working there. Saw Sass's eyecandy. TEEHEE. :D
I'm a happier girl compared to yesterday. (: Eyecandy can make me smile. & I think I'm going gugugaga over her. Shyan said I sound as though I'm in love with her. Hahah, maybe. :\
If you were to put both ____ & ____ in front of me now, I can't decide. Am I falling again or am I starting to let go? Shiat glynis, don't fall into this again. No I'm not gonna fall again, I'm getting out. Out glynis, out! ):
Yummy yummy showing now! Yay, I'm out!
Oh! My ZEN had a facelift. :) I'll post the pictures another time. <3
Beat Of My Heart // Hilary Duff*
I'm thinking about,
Letting it out,
I wanna give in,
I wanna go out,
I'm looking around,
I finally found,
The rhythm of love,
The feeling of sound,
It's making a change,
The feeling is strange,
Its coming right back,
right back in my range,
Not worried about,
anything else,
I'm waking up,
to the beat of my heart
Monday, October 24, 2005
I feel like going MIA. Qiaos would probably know why. )): How will you feel when your beloved one is closer to your friends than you? Asking me to look at the photo in the phone was worse. What the fuck.
Monday; 241005
I passed three including english. -jumps for joy. I'm happy enough, I just wanna get promoted. :) School was better. Not as boring. :D Got this NoApologies workshop. It's about love life & sex. I learnt something, it's interesting lah. Sarah & Roy are the facilitators. Sarah got a damn sweet boyfriend! =DD He wrote 24 reasons why she's special to him on her birthday last year(they weren't together then). Sarah always thinks she's not attractive enough 'cos during her secondary school days, her friends has got people who likes them but she doesn't have. So tha first reason her boyfriend wrote was.. "You're beautiful & you don't know it." How sweeeeet. :) After school went compass with the rest to have lunch. :)
Tuesday; 251005
School was just slacking. :) Coolness. Fourteen retainees from 3C this year. Reaction : Huh, OMG! & I fear that I might be one of them. Stupid, I passed three but I'm still afraid. It's fucking risky lah. Okay whatever. Actually I can't remember what we did yesterday. I know we went compass after school, for lunch. Bestaye skipped school again, so did Mich. What the fuck lah, all ps-ed us. Hmph :\ Anyway quite fun. :D All we did in school was just slack. Oh we had a talk. Appearance talk. Quite cool.
OHOHOHOH I REMEMBER NOW! SARAH LAU MEI QIN SAW MY EYECANDY! =D BUT I DIDN'T. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
TODAY!
LJS @ RM! :D Omg I really wanna go anti-compasspoint already. Damn fucking bored of that place. Finally today Sass suggested something else. School was a-okay! Fun, slacked. Miss Sek told us one's gonna drop outta school, few got advanced, the rest retained. Oh man. :\ I must work hard next year, I have to. I really have to. I must start my revision early. I have to. Okay wait, by saying & doing nothing won't work. Okay shut up now. Went RM for lunch. Nette got some workshop on, bestaye skipped school again.
Recess today was HILARIOUS. xD -looks at Mich, Shyan & Sass. I just made a fool outta myself by smiling non-stop 'cos BLAH, sensored! :D Heh.
See how happy you can make me. :D Smile die me!
OH MY GOD I LOVE MY EYECANDY. :) IM ADDICTED TO HER I GUESS. AWWW (:
Replies are all back in your blogs. :)
Turn Me On // Kevin Lyttle*
For the longest time we jamming in the party
And your winnin on me
Pushing everything right back on top of me(yeah)
But if you think you're gonna get away from me
You better change your mind
You're going home
You're going home with me tonight
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Went to bestaye's show last night. :) Uploading the pictures now. Anyway, met the rest at compass around 4pm. Shyan's mom injured her back, she couldn't tag along. Mich gotta go out with Adel, last min. :\ Serene & Shermin didn't contact Nette, so we all assume they ain't going. Something stupid happened when we arrived, shan't mention. Walked around, bought earrings(just because I didn't change mine, hee).
Trained down to Paya Lebar. :) Walked to Singapore Post. The event is held there & I didn't know. Roflol. Met Jasmit & SarahF there. Alex came awhile after we arrived. They went to Kopitiam while we went to LJS to eat while wait. :) A lot of minahs & muds, total turn off. Anyways! Jasmit & all went to 'reserve' seats for us, thankyou! :D Sat right in front. They frikkin' delayed the time! & we waited for more than an hour. Thanks to the GOH. :\ Kelly, Yannee, Persis & Hilda came around 6plus. :) Saw Lynn, Lynette & Shauna at the other side. The show started around.. 8plus. BESTAYE IS SO PRETTY! :D So is Carla. & bestaye's friend, Monique! :D Actually they're all pretty lah. One of them look like Natasha -.- Hahha!
The show was afterall, good. :D Went to look for Bestaye after the show, took photos & we went off. Trained down to Bugis. Supposed to go Tampines but we took the wrong train, haha. Ate Mos Burger, cabbed home. Screw the cabs lah hor. Waited for half an hour for a frikkin' cab.
Photos uploaded!
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2950172&Pres=Y
Fashion Fiesta! (:
Right, screw that bitch at the haloscan. Yeah like fuck you.
Tmr's monday & it's the promotion test. (*sings dead on arrival) HOW HOW HOW):
REPLIES
STEPH } So did you go?! (:
JER } Hee, I can see that you're frikkin' bored. You changed two skins in a go.
SASS } You can comment!? I thought you can't? Hahha GOOD!
NING } Hahha thanks dearie. Thanks for standing by me that time. Hahah btw it's not all me! The first two only. :D The rest is my friends. :)
Foo Fighters // The Best Of You*
Are you gone and onto someone new
I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have but had no use
I was too weak to give in, too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again but I break loose
My head is giving me life or death but I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in, I refuse
Friday, October 21, 2005
Sass loves to read my blog so I shall blog. There ain't much comments! Tsk, nvm. :)
Got back all my results. As expected. Sat in the hall the whole day. Keep talking, it never stops. :D (I really don't know what to blog about, today's fucking boring.) Bestaye skipped school 'cos she had already done up her hair & it's all in foil. Hahah, like some mad woman I think. YJ came to talk to us & we were laughing like there's no tmr. &&& we dug out her secret. :D:D:D:D She have/used to have ZI BI ZHENG! I think she still have. I don't know what's the correct term for that lah. Omg & we kept making fun of her. The signs are showing. Hahah! x)
Miss Teh was being sucha pest just now in art room. Sass got the urge to f her upside down. RAH!
Bestaye's show tmr, at Paya Lebar. Gonna meet the rest 4pm at compass. :)
I'll miss my eyecandy. ): Eyecandy eyecandy eyecandy =DD Heh. Natasha has graduated from SJC. Bloody hell.
Guess who! xD
Comment on the photos okay!! xD Heh. Bye (:
Thursday, October 20, 2005
181005; Tuesday.
I'll summarize everything. :)
SAT workshop, some animation shit.
Quite fun but tiring. :)
After school, lunched at compass with SJ, Kelly, Sass & Nette. :)
191005; Wednesday.
Skipped school, friendster-ed a lot. Hahah!
Mom came home, brought Zell & I to KouFu for lunch.
Zell went for tuition, mom & I went to polyclinic to get my mc.
Mom was so fucking nice & funny!
At least for once lah. xD
Ate Ya Kun & that italian ice-cream x)
MOM MIGHT BUY ME THAT WEAVED BAG! xD
Heh, she's so nice, for the first time. :D
Aunt's place for dinner, home. :)
Well, today x) School was fun! Did wire sculpture! So fun, got a few scratches 'cos of the sharp wire. Hahah, did something for ____. :D:D:D For no reason & I think she'll think I'm crazy. & probably she'll go, "weird." Not "thanks" but "weird." = She's always like that. Nevermind lah, used to it!
& now she messages someone else. Should I go 'Oh okay, that's good. In a way it saves my fucking bill.' or 'Huh.. Orh as long as she's happy lah. (&smile)' or 'Huh..(&go home cry)'
THIS IS SO FUCKED UP. YES FUCK YOU.
I got 48.3 for chinese(eoys overall), fucked up a-nort? Another one more percent lah donkey! I got 43 for art paper(main paper only). It feels as though it's end of the world, 'cos I might fail my overall & I have to drop ART(a big nono). I'm dead I'm dead. We'll be getting back all tmr, promotion test on monday.
If I retain, I would..
- go MIA
- have a lot of fun & goodbye to the world
- just.. goodbye to the world
- CRY MY EYEBALLS OUT
- not go home
- not answer any phonecalls or smses.
I think that's all.
If I do not, I'll continue smiling, achieving goals in life, continue spreading the love. :) &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; & & I'd pray & thank God first. :D SHHHHH I don't wanna think so much about it.
REPLIES!
CHERYL LIO } Hello back to you! Heh, yes soon! This saturday xD
CHERYL LIM } Heh, Cheryl I miss you lah. )x This saturday, yay! :D
KRISS } Hello! I'll link you up, like after I update. Hahha YAY!
CHERYL FOO } Oh please, don't be nervous lah. Give your best, tallie! Good luck! xD Ily! <3>YILE } yileeeeeeeeeeee!
NING } Oh, I wasn't online last night. :\ Was out at aunt's place for dinner x)
JER } Oh man, P6 right? When I was in p6, we got a lot of fun things to do at school after PSLE. Haha. Actually that's partly the reason why I skipped school today. :) LOVEYA! <3>TOI } HUH I DON’T GET YOU !
NING } aye? Really ah? 21st of sept? Haha!
EKIRA } Haha alright, thanks! xD I <3>KRISTLE } Hahah, I know that deep in my heart xD
Something About You// Corrinne May*
I heart this song!
Don't know what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you it's a natural high
It's like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate-coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish I had the guts to say
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
I think I'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours till you see me again
And when we meet you'll
Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear
There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing,
make me want to dance,
make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
August,Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave
and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities.
Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily
angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous.
Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks
quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead
and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the
arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not
petty. Poor resistance against illnesses.
Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic.
Loving and caring. Loves to make friends
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Monday, October 17, 2005
School was effing boring. Talks & more talks. I'm dying of boredom. I wanna skip school but I'll miss out the fun. No, I shall just endureeeeee. STD, cancer & LEAPS talk today. STD talk was so disgusting. Yuck. Had recess after that. Skipped the cancer talk. LEAPS talk was in hall & it's so frikkin' boring!
I've done up the burn book. & I've wrote something in there. :) Like yay. Nothing to be happy about actually. Bad karma, tsk.
Compass, home. :) Good Girly! xD
I'll blog another time.
Rushing off.
The nick, oh my.
I found out about #### & ###### today.
Shit, fuck it.
Sunday, October 16, 2005
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2928213&Pres=Y
Michelle's 15th birthday :) Pictures up!
Michelle's birthday was a blast! =DD I had so much fun. There were both ups & downs lah. To me, that is. :)
Stayed home till around 1plus, went down to meet them at two & reached at three. Met Girlfriend, Qiaos, Mich & Adel at Wisma! =D Walked around. Topshop, they dont have the skirt I want anymore. Bloody hell. Fila, they got this nice nice nice orange pouch! But I got mine already. :D Nokia, they got the phone I want(duh) but the price is damn beautiful. Walked out & pop by Ben's workplace, said hi & stuff & went off. On the way to Paragon, some Team Spore thing lah. Wrote messages for them, got Milo! & I drank two packs 'cos I'm hungry & thirsty. Heh, & they call me "the milo girl". Teehee.
Paragon-ed, Toys'r'Us! =D The pictures we took are waaaaaaaaaaaay retarded but fun! (: "Mins, Cherly & Anna ain't coming eh." It was a prank & it got her all down. I bet it made her cry lah. :) Hahha, Adel lied so much! :D Trained down to City Hall & the two of them came in blur roses & tahdah!
Trained down to Marina Bay, got "kidnapped" in a tiny van. Hahah, STEAMBOAT/BBQ! :D Gf got so into her buns! xD Laughters & more laughters. Silly gf open up the cover for the live prawns. & I just jumped up LIKE THAT. Hahah! Gf did her "bun-cake" with re-lightable candles! Hahah, silly Mich have to blow it again & again. :) With a birthday song! :D heh.
Off to the Esplanade! Kwai & Karin came down with a cake. They got Mich all surprised. :) Another birthday song! the bloody muds there sang along. -.-
Fun-filled, totally! xD We shall do it again! Adel, Anne, Mich & I <3
Gf : "Wo jue de ni hen brave."
Me : "Ay? Why?"
Gf : "Cos you know whats gonna happen, but you still do it. I mean, if its me, I'm not gonna do it."
Me: "Yeah hello. BLAH okay bye." See, I knew that would be her reaction. :\
Nothing to be proud of, I feel stupid. You know it's a dead end but you go on & walk. What the fuck.
REPLIES!
VARRON } Hey, thanks for commenting! Hahah, <3>
PJ } Heh, I'm so sorry lovely!
LANCE } Thankyou, I have them already :) thanks bro.
CHERYLF } Hahhaha, back in your comment box!
Michelle } hellooooooooo back to you!
CAMMII } HEH I MISS YOU LAH! :) HUGS!
HEY } Ay? You're? You don't have to know who that was for. :)
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Daniel Bedingfield // All Your Attention*
Don’t want to share you with the stars in the night
I only want you to only want me
Now, then and forever
Even jealous of the sun in your eyes
I want you looking at me, only me
I want all your attention
points to title,
I think I'm gonna keep it all within myself. :\
I'm tired of acting like I'm fine.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
See how much the clique misses you, see how much they've done for you. I know this is none of my shit to bother, but I saw the pain in them. :\ you're not that sort of people, you're not. Remember how you would always tell me to pick myself up again? I do, I always have, always will. You can do it, love. You did once, you did twice, you did thrice, you can do it again. You're a way stronger person than many others, I'm sure you can do it. Have the determination & I'm sure you'll walk through this painful road & walk into that happier place. & see, see the people around you. They all wanna be there, they all wanna listen you, they all wanna share the pain with you. They'll walk through this painful path with you, no matter what. Put yourself in their shoes & think. If it's you, you wouldn't want that to happen to, right? Perhaps their presense affects you, brings you all the way back to the past. But hey, snap back to reality, it's gone & done. Lovely, time would heal the wound. :) Fear not, the clique is there for you. Ignoring them is not gonna solve the problem. Hiding is not gonna solve the problem. Keeping everything to yourself is not gonna solve the problem either. Open up, you just gotta open up to them. Step up to it, face it, deal with it. The strongest people on earth are able to get over & done with all these & move on easily. Get over it, kan kai yi dian. "There's gotta be more to life than temporary highs, let go if you have to." You're a way stronger person, you're. Don't let these bring you down, down, down & down. It's YOU who makes the decision, it's YOU who have to face it, step up to it, deal with it. Don't drag this any longer & bring even more pain to the loves in your life. Think about it, wake up with a new day tmr. A whole new YOU, a new life, a new beginning :)
& smile more. :) I miss seeing you & your lovely smile. It brighten ups my day, yknow? <3
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HAPPY FIFTEEN BIRTHDAY MICHELLE/ AH LIM/ BFRIEND/ LIL'ONE/ MEEPOK/ OHMYGODSXZ3/ NIANGTOUFU! :D Enjoy your day alrights! ii lurbb chewww~ I love you lah. :D XOXO!
I'm meeting them later, I guess. My effing irriating sister is bugging me. I'll probably reply the comments when I'm free.
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<3,
Friday, October 14, 2005
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose
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Ripped this from Cheryl(: Try it.
Happy belated birthday, YueMin!
Happy birthday, SinYee!
REPLIES
VAN`} I miss you too. :) Heh, so much to catch up please! <3>
NING! } Heh, nincompoop! PHOTOS! xD Thanks nincompoop. Heh, I love you Ning! Talk to you soon. (i love to talk to you)
CHERYL Lio } Heh, 20th! I can't wait I can't wait. YAY!
FISHBALL } Hello fishball! xD
STEPH } Heh, I love you lah steph. Thanks for almost everything, yes? Hugs.
CHERYLF } Heh, thanks! I miss you! x) TALLIE!
LANCE } Yeah, I will. Thanks bro! I miss talking to you, yknow! I'll see you around in school!
ADELINE } Yeap, thanks love! Hugs back.
JERLENE } Hello Jerlene! xD Thanks for commenting. <3
NNATS } Thanks nnats. You sound bouncey, the way you type. Hahah! Oh I havent go to your blog yet! =x
Story Of The Year // Until The Day I Die*
My hands are at your throat
& I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
Thursday, October 13, 2005
I dreamt of you last night.I don't know what to say to make myself feel better. Yeah I keep saying don't bother, don't worry about me. But deep inside I do know I want you to care, to bother & worry. I feel sucha bitch saying this. Yeah I know you miss her, you want her back. :\ Go for it, nods. It's your happiness. Don't keep trying to use words to make me give up or whatsoever. It's making me better, it's making me worst than ever. Yeah right you'll never leave, you'll never let that day happen. Forget it lah. Saying that you'll always be there, I can always confide anything in you. These are all crap & rubbish & lies. Thankyou fatassliar. Take it that I'm a fool, fooled by your sweet nothings time & time again. Better off without me? Sure, go ahead. I don't ask for more, I didn't even expect you to do anything or whatever fuck. Stay with me, be another her. She left & I don't know what to do, you came in. Yeah go on & say it's another replacement shit. But no, you're another her. Exactly, promises here & there but you'll never do it. If you think this is doing the both of us good, I'm sorry but no. It's not. I'm dying, tearing, crying on the inside & smiling on the outside. To you, that is. Friends are more important, yeah this I know. To you that has never changed. I'm tired, sick & tired. You always say this but you're doing that. C'mon, I'm not born yesterday or whatever fuck. Thanks for acting like you cared. Thanks for ignoring the shit outta me. Thank you, Nods.
We can forget about the M1 card.
We can forget about the movie I wanan give.
We can forget about the 'thankyous' I wanna give.
We can forget about the drawing I wanan give.
We can forget about the anniversary.
Forget it, I'm fucked up.
I'm sick & tired, do I have to repeat?
I haven't seen the happier side of me for ages. =\
RANDOM ENTRY, YOU CAN IGNORE THE WHOLE CHUNK OF RUBBISH UP THERE. & COMMENT LEH! :\ TSK. I'LL REPLY MAYBE TONIGHT? OR LATER. :D
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
So many times, I've been watching & now I fell in love with you. :)
I wanna drink & get a hangover the next day.
I wanna breakdown & cry over stupid things, till my eyes swell.
I wanna say I love you to you again.
I wanna tell you I'm in pain & you'll hug me & sayang me.
I wanna be the best of me when I'm with you.
I wanna be the happiest lesbo in the entire world.
I wanna make you smile like no one else do.
I wanna be myself again.
I wanna be so fucking excited when I receive a text cos I know it's from you.
I wanna smile so hard till my mouth aches when I think of you.
I wanna be happy.
I wanna joke with you like we used to.
I wanna reminise with you again.
I wanna make you wait for my replies.
I wanna see you & your charming face.
I wanna get shy all over when I see you.
I wanna be happy, with you, even thou the day was fucked up.
I wanna be with you.
I don't wanna live without you.
I don't wanna cry on the outside anymore.
I don't wanna carry on without you.
I don't want.
I don't want. ):
The laughters & joy we had will never be replaced.
Thankyou for acting like you cared. :)
The crap you said & I believed in, thankyou.
I wish I could be happier. Picking up the shattered pieces, finding for Glynis again. :\ Sigh, what the fuck.
All I wanted was somebody who cares, truly.
I'll reply the comments tmr, I can't promise. Heh. :D
I wish I could tell somebody but there's no one to talk to, no one to turn to.
Gadjo // So Many Times*
The world is ful of magic, can't you see
I'm your guardian angel, trust in me
So many times I've been watching you
& now I fell in love with you.
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2914391&Pres=Y
Esplanade with Clique, yesterday's. :D
I'll blog later, I'm tired now.
/
The first thought when I woke up was.. you.
Next was, but she doesn't care anymore.
Next, shan't bother & the heart ached.
Tell me, why is this happening?
Or is it just me, being paranoid?
Nevermind.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
http://www.dotphoto.com/Go.asp?l=-missglynis&P=F069&AID=2914340&Show=Y Mugging Session Two, Three & Four! (captions undone!)
Uploading today's.
Shall talk about today while waiting! xD
Late for art paper, xD Hahaha, & I forgot my oil pastels. & I haven't finish my research. & I didn't bring glue to paste my research on the drawing block. How screwed can it get? Finished drawing, Bestaye turned round & asked for staple. Thank God, she saved my paper please! :D Thank you bestaye! Muahs. =DD Anyhow stapled my research together. :D
Off to compass to meet Nette. Ate at Mac's. Saw Asmine & YueMin! :D Prettaye girls! =DD Walked around, Qiaos & Bestaye got fruits :) Trained down to City Hall! x) So fun, took plenty pictures. :D Walked around, to esplanade! :) Ate Haagen Daz(spell?)! $2.90 for the Flavour Of The Month, cheap! :D YAY, went to the seaside(?) there, sat around. Sass was like screaming as thou Nette just passed away, "JEANETTE, WEI SE MO! KAO SU WO!"(jeanette why? tell me!) HAHAHA! Bestaye & Qiaos ran away before she scream, Nette just covered her ears & I sat there & stare. Hahah.
Walked around Esplanade, I love the strawberries! xD I want that that that thang!! The shop beside Chocz. :D The Nightmare Before Christmas! WHEE!
Went home around 5.15pm. :) Trained back.
So much fun, I love you Clique. :) WE FINALLY -SOBS GOT AN OUTING! -SNIFFS
I'll put up today's one tmr morning.
OFF! =DD I'll reply the comments tmr.
This is a big deal for you, but don't worry! You're going to make a good impression. There's a famous saying that goes something along the lines of -- if you love something let it go; if it comes back to you, it was always yours. As you struggle through some power issues, think about that. Are you holding on too tightly? Is someone clinging to you, or constantly looking over your shoulder? Try to look at the situation from a different perspective -- the solution to your problem might be easier than you realize.
I'm feeling empty & dead. Everything's so wrong, not right. Life's been tough, I agree. I don't know why I keep hanging on the words, holding on you when I know it's a endless pain I gotta bear. Umpteen times I told myself, she's not worth it so I shouldn't bother. I realised how much she mean to me when textes from her stopped coming in, when she cares like any other one, when she stop caring. I'm sick & tired of all these. When you're making things worst, I'm breaking down. ): I don't want this to be like what happened two months back -- Friend caught in love with Crush, Crush caught in love with Friend. Friend became no friends with Her. Think, is this what I deserve after all ? I suppose not. Promises we made, remember?
Mich, thanks for everything yesterday. :) Hearing me whine like shit, crap all the way. Reminised, somehow ay? :D Things are gonna be just fine. Nods. I hope so.
-
Qiaolin : (reads conversation)
Glynis : Oh my.. god.
Qiaoslin : Now it seems like your friend is going around your friends.
Glynis : Uh huh. I don't want it to happen again.
(pause)
Glynis : But there's nothing I can do. :\
Qiaolin : Nods.
/
Song is playing & Heart is breaking.
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
Well I do
I'll be just fine, after awhile. I think, Everything's gonna be just fine. I'll be alright. No more tears, no more. I'll cry, not. I'll try, at least.
11am; Art paper.
Last paper! YAY.
My research is half done, hur. I need to finish drawing, & the last piece of work to be printed out & I'm done! But lazy bones, I'm tired & lazy.
I don't ask for more, I just want you to be with me all the time. Okay maybe that is too much to ask for. :\ To you, that is. Haiya whatever la.
FUCK.
Edited : 10.12am.
No school on Wednesday, Thursday & Friday! =DD Yay! Three off-days for me me me! I'll play till I drop, drink till I hang, sing till I voiceless, scream like there's no tmr. :) YAY ( okay I'm damn happy now ) YAY Okay I'm off to school now! Bounce!
/Edited]
REPLIES
STEPH } I got my Art paper in another two hours & I'm still here.. shaking my leg, happily typing. :D 1.30pm & I'm free from Books, Exams & perhaps Stress =DD YAY, I can play all I want now. Friday, endure Steph! =D Shopping shopping shopping xD I'll wait for you lah.
CHERYLF } YAY! I've comment in your blog, Back in your blog! <3>
BABY } (: Yep. <3
Brandy // Have You Ever*
Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Monday, October 10, 2005
Chem today (: I think it's okay. At least I recognise the Atoms & Compounds. I know what's the Neutron no. of a certain Element. Hahah! YAY.
After school, went for lunch with Sass & Qiaos. Bestaye was having her Geog paper & Nette still having her Science paper. :) Bought the shiny bag already!! =DD Dad gave me $30 last night 'cos he strike lottery. :) Heh, shopping. Hee. Came over to my place after Nette arrived. She came home & they left.
Thank you Mich, I don't wish to carry on caring anymore.
Mom, I gotta say this. I hate you. You made me hate you, you forced this words outta me. See how biased you can get sometimes. Now compare for once, see how WELL you treat that imp & how BAD you treat this fucker here. The better chair for her & the lousier one for me? Mom, thank you. You know I've got worstest back problems ever & you're doing this. I know I did not grow up according to plan, I'm not the girl you want. I'm sorry, if I'm the only one thing that is not perfect in YOUR life. If the absense of me is gonna make you feel better, tell me straight in the face & not go about tell Zel in all sorts language how fucked up I can get. Mom, I'm not the sort of girly that makes you happy. I'm sick & tired of this life, goodbye.
Outta my life.
REPLIES!
MICHELLE } Sorry about your birthday. Didn't want it to happen either. :\
BABY! } I'm smart. Don't act like you care when you don't. HMPH! RAH! )': I Got things to tell you.
STEPH } I can't wait either! I'll call you up, or you call me up ANYWAYS hahah outing! We go human-fishing. :D
ALEX } Hey, thanks :) You too ay! Missed you :D Take care. See you tmr!
KRISTLE } Hahaha, heh. Thank you thank you. (head swelling) WEIWEN IS THE AUNTEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Hahah, so funny.
Savage Garden // The Lover After Me*
Here I go again
I promised myself I wouldn't think of you today
But I'm standing at your doorway
I'm calling out your name because I can't move on
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Don't be disappointed if a new person turns out to be less than you'd hoped. Persuading you to let go and play isn't usually all that tough. And now, everyone else in the world seems to finally be in the same frame of mind. If they're not, you'll be able to talk them into it, because your gift of gab will be absolutely lethal. Still, half of you feels practical, dutiful and concerned with taking care of business. Well, do that during daylight hours. Once night falls, talk your favorite partner(s) in crime into going out to play.
Glynis's horoscope says for today. I wonder if it's true. :)
Just ended the phone call with Mich :) Qiaos went off earlier on. Adel & her, two of them can't multi-task! Heh, Mich & I can. Art, I'm so dead. Argh, shan't think about it. I'll do it later. Yes, I have to. I MUST! ):
I'm working on my links. I lost quite a number of them. Aiks, don't care. :)
I'm a happier me, I'll be a happier girl. It's not worth being so upside-down over this. Why should I bother so much when all I get in return was "oh okay."? There's more to life than temporary highs, let go if I must. :) Right, girlfriend? Right, Mich? :) When life is getting me down, I'm close to defeat. I was, but now I guess not. Face up to it, deal with it, solve it. :D Get over & done with. I'm happier that way, Friendship means something, it would hurt lesser. We still can be as close. :)
Don't Love You No More is stuck in my head, an earworm. :)
REPLIES!
CHERYL LIO } Twentith! I can't wait, I can't wait. Shopping shopping! x)
NNATS } Oh please, nat please! Hahah you're more interested in her than I am!
BABY! } You need me to tell you ah? You really want me to say ah? I thought you know leh. You don't know meh? You want me to tell you anot?! (I'll probably strangle you & flares nostriles at you while telling you this.) BUS-TARD.
NATASHA } Miss Quek, Miss Tan is always nice, you know! Oh, you don't know. You just found out. :\ Well, it's better than never! Lalala!
Kelly Clarkson // Since You Been Gone*
How come I'd never hear you say
"I just wanna be with you"
Guess you never felt that way
I did, but it's gone. It used to be in the wishlist. :)
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Day was bad. I don't know, I don't feel good. Natalyn's birthday today! Happy birthday, niece! =DD Happy 8th. She's damn happy. :) Many presents, all her friends came, aunts & uncles, too. I envy her lah. I never had such big celebration before, in my life. Whee.
Aunt's cooking was way good, & I so love her. :D Auntie Alex! She's damn funny. Her girlfriend's not here today, she went for lessons so she's damn lonely. She was like playingwith Nat, Pearlyn they all. Rhys brought his Pokemon cards to play & she joined in the fun. I was like.. " uh excuse me, you overaged. Here, parental guidance. You, out out out!" Hahah, then she show me her sad face & look at Auntie Valerie(theyre sisters.). We talked, we can click! Despite the age gap. :) Each time I see her, she'll ask.. "Ay you're friends never come ah? That two(nette & qiaos) that came to Escape that day?" I was like, why you keep asking!? Hahha, she asked where do we hang out, & ask if she can come. I said something about Art Museum. & she's like, "Call me & I'll drive you all there okay! Must remember to call me leh! Must hor!" & Auntie Valerie behind scolding her, saying like so big already still wanna disturb little girl, small girl also wanna TEE KO!
For that moment, I smiled like I mean it.
HOHOHO! Shawn called me early in the morning & disturb me! Ugh, I bet he's damn guilty now. Anyway, I know he's damn excited 'cos he's meeting Jocelyn on monday. He likes Jocelyn, some P6 girl. P6 & Sec3. Wel, age doesn't matter, right?
Godma's house on Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday. Calling for Shyan L., Qiao Lin Y., Sarah L., Nette L. & Chanel C.! Free on any of these three days? Let me know okay!
Baby's going zzzz soon, I better blog faster. I'm almost done, almost done!
Edited : 1.15am.
SMOKE DIE YOU. FAG DIE YOU.
TALK TO MY HAND LAH.
IDNVIOUDSJIOFSJDOFCJEWIOUJIOEWWUE9EWJIOP
!@#$%^&*!@#@@$#%$%wei ni chao xiang ma.
ke shi ni bu ming bai.
Michelle, teach me how. I'm tired of trying. Yes, I can do more but what kinda reaction do I get? Another stab, & another stab in the heart when she speaks about !#!#!# ? & another ache here & there whenever she talks like !#!# ? Few more aches when she say I sound like !#!#!# ? Yeah I know you're feeling that way too but I'm weak, you're stronger than I am.
No appreciation shown, what should I do? Yeah, I wanna continue. I don't wanna regret what I didn't do. But Michelle, I can't hold any longer.
Endure, Glynis!
Endure. :)
/
For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more
Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more
(: Nice song.
REPLIES!
BABY! } Yep, make the best outta it! (: Love!
PEARL } Hey, welcome! Anytime ay!
KRISTLE } Hey, thanks ay! (: Talking to you is funnnnn! I'm sweet, hor? Btw, thanks for helping me choose the url! Leos' are creative people (:
NNATS } Tsk, then I have to go to your blog. Tsk tsk tsk. Haahh <3>
Outkast // Miss Jackson*
I'm sorry Ms. Jackson (OOOH)
I am for real
Never meant to make your daughter cry
I apologize a trillion times
Friday, October 07, 2005
I'm okay, I'm good. :)
I promised baby I'll be fine, I'll be happy. I shall be. I'll try. I know I'm faking it. Nvm.
Chinese paper. Almost got caught for cheating, but lucky no. Listening was just stoning. Letter writing was fine. After papers, out with the OhMyGodsxz. Went to KFC to meet baby & Theresa, happy. :) Passed baby the heart & she went off 'cos Theresa wants to go home. & that silly toot, she's hungry & penniless. Called her up, asked her to join us but she boarded the bus already. (I'm slow lah okay.) Ate at Starbucks. I was craving badly for my Oreo Cheesecake. Ate & talked a lot. Fucking down.
I forgot to mention, I saw that girl with a bung outside Starbucks. Tsk, she's attached. Tsk. & That bung is not her girlfriend. WHY SHOULD I BOTHER? 'Cos her girlfriend is my friend.
Sat around, talked. Went to Sculpture Sq to play. Damn frikkin' hot! Walked back to my place & fetch Zell. Went up to my place, slack, talk again. :) Fun, I like. The two of them, I'm glad you both came by, if not, I won't know what to do lah! Psycho me so much. Ugh.
If it was all just a joke, don't play it on me. Tired, you know.
Girlfriend just brainwashed me. I wanna live life that way. No, not the bad way but the better way.
I need time & I wonder how long, how much time am I gonna take this time.
REPLIES!
Shyan } Hahha, when I'm free lah! <3
Fishball } Hurhur, stupid fishball. Bounce the fishball!
Baby! } Hahha, yep (: You pure ah? Oh my god, so wrong please.
Cheryl Lio } Hey thanks! It's screwed up by blogger. EEyer.
She Left Me // McFly*
Since she left me (she left me), she told me (she told me)
Don't worry (don't worry), you'll be ok, you don’t need me
Believe me you’ll be fine
Then I knew what she meant, and it’s not what she said
Now I can't believe she's gone
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Sink back in those memories.I miss the way you hold me tight.
"I'll never leave you, baby."
& a tiny kiss from you at the cheek.
I miss the way you hold my hand.
"We'll be like this.. forever." with a smile.
& your smile..
It's so charming, prince.
I miss your calls & your melt-my-heart voice.
"Hey baby, I was thinking of you, so I called."
& our calls never end.
(:
I miss our goodbyes, hugs&kisses.
"Call me when you can, I love you."
A hug & kiss from you.
& I went, careful on your way home, bye baby.
I miss you standing next to me, holding my hand.
"So where are we going today?"
& I love going out with you.
I missed it so much.
I even miss our arguements.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm really sorry. I love you."
Both in swollen eyes the next day.
Even before we started off..
"Glynis, where are you? I'm so bored."
:)
I miss the way you sing to me.
I miss the way you care for me.
I miss the way you speak in some weird dialect that I don't understand.
I miss the way you act shy on the phone.
I miss the way we used to be.
I miss your "I love you, babys".
I miss your "I miss you, babys".
I miss your "I wanna see my baby now".
I miss your everything.
All in all, I miss
I hope you still remember all the "used to bes".
: )
I won't ask for more but..
Be happy & remember the times we had.
&
I
pray
that
you
did
loved
me.
/
I don't know why things ended up like this. ): I don't feel good. Perhaps I was, this afternoon. Maybe not, I don't know. I'm down & I need a big hug. HUG ME, (omg, like so thickskin.)
Save Your Kisses For Me // Natasha Thomas*
The way I am touched is always heavenly
& I love the way that you were loving me
You wrap me up in the colour of your love
You must be an angel high from above
Wednesday; 051005.
Out to mug with Nette & Sass at Compass. Frikkin' boring, but no choice. Did a little of my art mindmap. Finishing soon, just a little more. Nothing much actually.
-
Sass's at my place now. Waiting for Nette, gonna go compass, again. Gonna study for chinese later. If YJ not coming, there goes my chinese. UGH.
/
Its undenible that we should be together
It's unbelievable how I used to say that I'd fall never
The basis you need to know
If you don't know just how I feel,
Then let me show you now that I'm for real
If all things in time, time will reveal
Yeah...(chorus)
One... you're like a dream come true
Two... just wanna be with you
Three... girl its plain to see
That you're the only one for me
And four... repeat steps one through three
Five... make you fall in love with me
If ever I believe my work is done
Then I start Back at One (yeah)
So incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional once you know what its all about babe
And undesirable
For us to be apart
Never would of made it very far
Cause you know you got the keys to my heart
Cause
(chorus)
Say farewell to the dark night
I see the coming of the sun
I feel like a little child
Whose life has just begun
You came and breathed new life
Into this lonely heart of mine
You threw out the life line
Just in the nick of time
(chorus)
Back To One by Brian McKnight. (: Nice.
Meeting Nette soon.
REPLIES!
CHERYL Lio } I'm not her queen, sheesh. :) & you know why. I mean, you'll know why. I'll tell you if you don't get it. Tsk.
YILE } HEY THERE! :)
CHERYL Lim } Hur, Glygege. :) This is interesting! =DD Have you both fixed a date?
THERESA } (: I'll be loving you forever. Too! Whee!
BABY!} Ahem, I'm the smartest thang on earth, in the universe. Thankyou. Smart & stupid people is like that one. I know you're just plain jealous lah.
I'd Rather Be In Love // Michelle Branch.
I don't wanna be just a friend.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Look at this photographPhotographs! I like this song, an earworm! There's more! Uh, like Brian McKnight's Back To One, Natalie(the one who sang goin' crazy)'s Where Are You, All4One's Smile Like Mona Lisa!
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to
graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every
dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody
went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along
with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
):
I'm not feeling too good. Just downloaded few new fonts, gonna do that thang I made with photoshop for baby, dad's coming home soon. What went wrong?
Cheryl Lio said this in her blog, "How many of us are geniunely happy?"
Franking speaking, I'm not. I've lost my way & I don't know what I want in life. Girlfriend made up her mind & decided what she want in life now. But not me, I don't know.
Everything today reminds me of.. you. Perhaps that's why the mood gone down.
Baby cares, I know baby cares (: Thanks baby, nods. I'm happy cos you are happy. When I fall down, you pick me up. "I'm like your reflection. When you're sad, so am I." It goes the same to you.
See how she makes me smile. Glynis Tan <3s>
GLYNIS: i ask you something ok.
GLYNIS: what if one day i didnt come online for a damn long time, you hardly see me in school. then one day, chanel told you that i passed away?
CHERYL: .
CHERYL: that will be my reaction
GLYNIS: oh okay (:
CHERYL: dont do anything silly
CHERYL: and i knw we arent close like close, but close enough to tell u i will break down
CHERYL: =)
GLYNIS: (: nono, silly dont breakdown.
GLYNIS: someone told me this..
GLYNIS: "when i die, dont cry for me. if you cry, that means you didnt tell me what you wanted to say."
CHERYL: precisely.
CHERYL: because, i'll never run dry of topics
CHERYL: to talk to u about
CHERYL: so , if you happen to depart before I do
CHERYL: i know i'll lose an important part of me. (=
GLYNIS: awww, thanks cheryl (:
REPLIES!
CHERYL Lio. } Heh, The L Word! =DD Cheryl L. & Cheryl L. & Glynis T. Outing after my eoys! Muaha. Spreaddddddddd the looooooooooooove (: I love you & Cheryl!
SERENE } You're paid with love by Glynis :)) Grateful? Loved? YES!
CHERYL Lim } Heh, thanks Cheryl. :) YES Girl groupie! Or or or!! SAN DUO HUAAA? =)
BABY! } Why the heck did you call me dumb? I'm smart. Cal me smart, thankyou!
JACLYN } Ahem, Fishball! I got no papers today & tmr (: Jealous? Haha, you'll habe yours lah! OH MY SON! Glynis is not beauty, Glynis is bitchology & um.. ugly-ology! =DD Seriously, you're pretty. Pretty pretty!
Glen Medeirors // Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You.
Nothing's gonna change my love for you.
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of,
I'll never ask for more than your love.
Wouldn't it be nice if you were my king & I'm your queen?
Hello sweet face.
Click on the picture to enlarge (:
I'm effing bored (: No papers today, mugging later. Four papers down, three more to go! Art, Chinese & Chemistry! =DD
Silly willy dates! - my god, I can't wait :D
Catching ups! - yay with my loves!
Shopping! - but first, I need cash =DD (you never liked this.)
Sleepovers/ Stayovers! - suppers, girltalk, pouring, ranting, complaining (:
Chalets! - TONNING AH! sheesh, I wanna see shooting stars. Baby wants to go (: So we all gonna chip in for one.
BBQs! - nette's organising one (: I can't wait!!
Picnics! - East coast! East coast!
Movie dates! - WHOOTS!
Theme park! - rollar coaster rides, screams! (you promised me, remember? )): )
Tanning / Sentosa! - Sun oh mister sun! (you're so hawt!)
Daily runs! qiaos, mich & sass (: (we did say we wanna go together)
Arcade-ing! - New one at compass!
I can't wait :D
REPLIES!
BABY! } haiyo baby please. (: few more papers to go & you can play all you want okay? :) I know youre tired. Take care, Ily.
CHERYLF } Hello tallie (: I miss you! Ay, not nice! So ugly i wanna retake!
Natasha } Erm, Miss Quek? You're SO SO SO wrong suddenly. Hahah, I miss you! =DD Exams, are like in between us. See the distance. UGH!
CHERYL L. } Oh yes, the rest of the class! Yes theyre! (: Excluding me, that is. (:
I LOVE YOU :)
baby, thankyou for everything all these while. life would be
